all by my lonesome

stayed at billy's place today after class and lunch with the girls and billy because i said i'd rather be at his place than at my place for the whole day. dropped him off to work and took a nap and got some reading done before playing 1 vs 100. i was gonna see if his roommate wanted to play too, but he sounded like he was on the phone so i decided to juss play alone. after that, read a little more while watching some CSI. then i went upstairs to check fb and emails waiting for billy to call so i can pick him up after work. at first i was happy bc i wouldn't have to be alone anymore, but then he remembered that there was something going on for his friend who's gonna be leaving the state soon. of course, they were all going to a bar so i can't go with them. i didn't want to be selfish and tell billy to stay with me since i know that his friend's only gonna be here for a little longer until he'll be stationed on the east coast for a long time, so i told him to go. now that they're gone, i'm sad and lonely.