6 months

yup, me and billy have been together for 6 months as of two days ago. we didn't really celebrate it since he had to work that day, but i guess him helping me move my stuff from kim's place to my new place and him spending the night there with me was good enough since that was the only time we really spent together that day. still can't believe it's been that long though, i guess time really does fly when you're having fun. hmm...here's a list of some of my favorite things that have made these past six months incredible:

~our first kiss...haha twas awkward bc i was shy and unsure of "us" at the moment
~our first date...my first time eating at an Indian restaurant AND i let you use my camera for that night when you went to Derek's bday thing; i never let anyone use my camera if i'm not around haha
~"is it weird if i told you i kinda like it when you spoon me?"-billy...that made me laugh inside, but i kinda do like spooning you :P
~billy the pup-he's your sub when you're not around for me to hold onto at night :]
~trips to the zoo-my family says that we're ALWAYS there, and i tell them that we're not, but really, we pretty much are. i love the zoo! except for the bug exhibit...shivers...
~game works-haha the stubborn stuffed animal worm, the jungle game, basketball, the ticket game that i got jyped the jackpot of tickets, photobooth that we had to wait forever for...good times haha
~cuddles...i like when we cuddle before bed
~sexy time...nuff said
~and i love all the little things you do that you probably don't even realize make me happy....little kisses at random times, big hugs and you holding me tight, coming to bed before i fall asleep, "miss you" texts w/o me saying it first, and a lot more that i can't think of right now haha

you're basically everything i had hoped for and more, and i hope i'm the same for you

HAPPY 6 MONTHS :D....again haha.

ending this school year

it's near the end and a lot has happened. started out kind of shaky with classes, but i started really buckling down after awhile. thanks in part to a certain someone who became a big part of my life halfway through the year. without his help, i would probably still be lost. i've finally started to find myself again since my world went topsy turvey a couple of years ago. i let myself get distracted with socializing and not enough schooling that i didn't even know what i wanted to do with my life, but now i'm starting to get back on track. i've got a lot of catching up to do now though, but it's ok bc i'm already on my way, and that's what i needed to do the most. i've found a good balance of school and socializing, and i hope that this continues on in the years to come. there have been lots of good times, and a couple of bad. there will be lots more of both to come, and i'm excited for the happy, not so much for the bad, but whichever one comes, i'll take it bc you can't have one without the other.